HELL-SINKI-OUT OF BREATH. BECAUSE IT'S BREATHTAKING! |
I visited Hel(l)sinki last Saturday!! I can't believe it I did. The feeling was like dreaming though still awaked. I felt somewhat stange, unsecure, little bit sad indeed. I'll tell why. Accidently passing by Helsingin yliopisto brought back some painful memories. About 5 years ago during my Bachelor studies I applied for Erasmus student exchange in the University of Helsinki. I badly wanted to study, to continue my university years or put it off until later time somehow. The same year 2011 I received my green card to USA. I had to think more pracmatic which means to consider what was best for my parents and our finacial status.
So, I went to States to find a job, work, save, and hopefully get a chance to be in Finland by any other way (or next life). Hard, hard decision, ughhhh??????????????????????!@@##%$^%^&&**(&(*
But that's the true hard reality. End of the story.
I am greatful now though moving from country to country might be harder than I've imagined. Adjusting is very difficult and complicating, switching your mind to another language, totaly independent state of people's mind and culture, building new habits or some kind of routine in a changeable curcumstances is very very challenging, little bit scary, 'cause I'm not so experienced as I wish I were, but it definitely worths all the "troubles"! I am ready.
I do not feel sorry. Put even braver face and keep ahead no matter what or how it hurts. Because Here is the result 7 years later. Pictures talk a thousand words, right ;)
MY FAVORITE BOOK IN FINNISH SERIOUSLY! WHAT A GREAT LINE "Satan comes/ is coming or arrives to Moskow" - Сатаната идва в Москва.. Заглавието наистина си го бива хаха. И тая котка!! Страхотна е! |
He must be Johan Ludvig Runeberg
hot tea after "the hel-l's-inki" trip. (Anastasia is everything else but "disney", but that's another story.)
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